you should also realize that your parents wouldn't want you to live your life like this, alone, separate from friends and relationships. and you are a loner, right? well, except for Alfred. and Dick. And Barbara. and Jim Gordon. and... oh wait, not much of a real loner are you?
so really you are just a kid playing with really cool toys. sounds like you are living out the dream you have and are really having a great time. the whole bad boy act is just that... an act.
so get over it.